what do you see
what do you see
when you look at me
you only see
someone you dont want to see
you see something
that disgusts you
you see someone
who is shrouded in ugliness
you see only
the fat and the weight i carry
you see someone
you dont want around you
I make you ill
I make you want to turn away
and you are right
I am disgusting
and shouldnt be seen
and someone that
should never leave her house
because she is unfit
unfit to be in public
but you know
what you dont see
is the person i am
that i have feelings too
that i hurt and i bleed
that i need to be loved too
but you dont care
you set out to hurt
and you did your job
that you set out to do
you've destroyed part of me
that i'll never get back
now ill sit in my house
and ill ne'er show my face
because im not worthy anymore
you've got your wish
and i'll bother you no more
with my hideous body
in your line of sight
are you happy now?
that you dont have to see
what you dont want to see
are you satisfied?
i hope you will be
cause you wont have to see
anymore of me
© dawna June 2000 |